❝ i’ve got knuckles , && i’ve got a mouth that won’t shut up . my mother used to keep a jar full of our baby teeth in her sock drawer . baby teeth . our sacrifice to adulthood . as if to say : “ here . take the HARDEST part of me . i have suffered worse things than this . but i’ll FORGET . ❞
independent , highly selective &&highly private mutuals only marvel stark sibling original character . established AUGUST 30TH , 2014 && rebooted as of APRIL 28TH , 2016 . narrated by toucan . seventeen && GMT timezone .
❛ i know. tony told me. & hey– 12 angry men is great, & IT’S in black & white. ❜ there were other movies too, better than what this era could offer. steve just saw too many similarities between them all, now. 50 shades of gray was no exception, either.
❛ i didn’t like it. too predictable, &– she basically said no. he ignored that & continued to peruse. ❜ so with that logic, it was easy to assume steve wasn’t a fan.
what he did like though, was movies like this. he hadn’t really expected the story to turn out this way, but it did, & he’s a fan. steve puts the movie in, & then makes his way back to the couch, reclaiming his seat beside tanya. the familiar start up tune begins to play, & the start credits begin to roll. here he is, spending the night with tanya stark, watching netflix and sitting on the couch. it was.. nice.
❛ you don’t want anything, do you? before i get comfortable. ❜
“ 12 angry men ?? that’s the one about the jury and the teenager accused of stabbing his dad, right ?? ” it was familiar, and she has watched the movie before, a few times. but— “ i didn’t like it. ” she adds, shrugging. that was a lie, of course. tanya is simply being stubborn in an attempt to prove a point to him. however, it WAS one of the few black and white movies she could TOLERATE, with most of the other black and white movies she liked happening to be horror movies. she really did much prefer color, though. and she especially enjoyed animated pieces. there was something about them that took her back to her childhood. her younger days were a much better time for her, obviously.
she gets settled in, moving back in her seat in an attempt to get more comfortable, looking toward steve as he speaks. tanya shrugs. “ not really. ” she says, shaking her head, “ if i change my mind, i can always get it myself. ”
[ text - starkly princess: scott threw a pizza slice at his face and Lucky stomped on like twenty of his ants ]
[ text - starkly princess: by the way, how IS scott??? ]
[ text - starkly princess: 😉 ]
[ sms ;; wid - hoe ] whatever it is you’re implying , you should stop implying it . [ sms ;; wid - hoe ] there’s nothing going on between ant - dork and i . [ sms ;; wid - hoe ] you have no proof of anything .
it has been her own personal tradition, since she was four years old, that she make her older brother a card each year for his birthday. she hasn’t broken the tradition so far, so this year wasn’t going to be any exception. there was something about handmade gifts that carry a deeper sense of love and affection than a store bought one. so here she is, envelope in hand and extended out toward him.
maria can see that look form in her daughter’s eyes before the move is even made, but as space is lessened between them and arms wrapped around her, the italian returns the gesture tenfold. she’s crying openly now, as well, shaking in tanya’s arms and holds onto her, as if for dear life. ❛ i know… i am so sorry. ❜ not that she could have made things different, for shield had been strict on keeping her a secret, on hiding maria from the world.
she nods her head the next second, though, pulling back so that her hands cup her daughter’s cheeks and thumbs wipe away the tears streaming down soft skin. ❛ sì, so there is no reason to cry… no tears for me. ❜ she continues to cry, though, even as a small smile forms upon her pout. ❛ — you are so beautiful, bambina. ❜
she buries her face in the crook of maria’s neck, and it’s almost like a comfort, just to have that closeness again. the closeness that she has been missing for YEARS, and it’s almost hard to believe she had tried to live without it. that she DID live without it for all those years. “ don’t be sorry, mama. ” she says, shaking her head. “ it wasn’t your fault. ” sniffing, the young woman releases her mother allowing her to pull back and wipe tears from her cheeks.
as tears dry, tatiana takes her sleeve, wiping her nose on the soft cotton and willing herself to stop with her tears, as her mother instructs. there was no need for them now. no tears for her mama. only happiness. she manages a smile at her mother’s compliment, and a small laugh, as she pulls a strand of hair behind her ear. “ thank you, mama. but, everyone knows beauty is inherited. ” tanya tells her, “ i get it from you, mama. ”
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Name: toucan Nickname: toucan, t , bird, birdy, tou, tou-tou, can && can-can Gender: female Star Sign: libra Height: 5 foot, 7 && ¼ inches Sexual Orientation: asexual. and ???? demiromantic idk man. ed sheeran is the exception. sheeranromantic. Hogwarts House: based on sortinghatchats, ravenclaw/hufflepuff, but i sort into huffle. Favourite Colour: i have a lot of favorite colors ? it really just depends on my mood.
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Time Right Now: 4:16am Average Hours of Sleep: lol what is sleep. Lucky Number: anything with seven in it. Last Thing I Googled: “bombs on monday melanie martinez lyrics” Favorite Fictional Character(s): too many stop this i cannot. Number of blankets I sleep under: two of them. sometimes more if it’s cold. Favourite Singer/Band: ED SHEERAN THE LOVE OF MY LIFE PLS. Dream Trip: shit idek anymore i wanna go a lot of places. yikes. Dream Job: something art-ish, so prolly fashion, graphic design, comics or film editor.
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What do you post: the trashiest of trash, with some rp mixed in but that’s trash to so :/ Who are your most active followers: my current biggest fans list is as follows ;; 1. @ironpriincess 2. @crashtcst ( il myself. ) 3. @teenagefireball 4. @whitestared When did your blog reach its peak: my blog is mount everest. its peak is hard to reach. What made you decide to get a Tumblr: @whitestared IS TO BLAME. Do you get asks on a daily basis: ???? no ???? does anyone actually ?? Why did you choose your URL: crashtcst as in crash test as in crash test dummy, except she’s a crash test genius. but no legit she was in a car crash. i had this one chatzy and tony’s nickname for her was ‘crash test’ and he was ‘iron ass’. and so the birth of my URL begins. ( my .co.vu is @ircnmama‘s fault. )
hi there ! my name is toucan, and i am seventeen years old. i am a hufflepuff, INFP and i live in northern ireland, making my timezone GMT/BST.
i also go by FRIDAY, because, in a way, i am the FRIDAY of this blog. i see to it that Miss Stark does as she is supposed to and tend to most of her duties. ( clever right? )
i do suffer from aspergers syndrome and anxiety. i am prone to bouts of depression, and also suffer slightly from bipolar disorder. please understand that when this comes about, i may not be active for a few days.
my kik is available to mutuals, and you are more than welcome to request it. pop me an IM.
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001. BLOG STATUS. 002. ON FOLLOWING BACK. 003. OCS, CROSSOVERS AND AUS. 004. ON SHIPPING AND SMUT. 005. REPLY SPEED. 006. ON FORMATTING. 007. ABOUT ICONS. 008. ON MAINS AND EXCLUSIVES.
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blog status.
this is an independent roleplay blog for an original character based in the marvel universe.
this blog is knowledgable in both MCU && some comic aspects of the marvel universe, however, this blog will be MAJORLY based within MCU. of course, there may be some comic influences from time to time.
this blog will be highly selective, highly private and mutuals exclusive ( this means i will only interact with mutuals. )
none of this is your fault at all, i just get really stressed out and i already manage so many blogs, as well as the fact i have had bad past experiences within the marvel fandom. but i'm back and im here to have fun just like anyone else.
on following back.
i try to follow back as soon as possible, but if i don't seem to be following you back within three days, then i believe it might be safe to assume that i won't be following you back.
while this may sound rude, please know that it is not meant to be at all, it doesn't mean i don't like you or don't want to rp with you, it just means i cannot see how our muses can interact.
but don't worry. prove me wrong !! if i don’t follow you back but you come up with an idea for a muses, tell me. it will be the proof i need to follow and rp with you.
ocs, crossovers and AUs.
i love love LOVE aus and other kinds of plots. honestly, they spice things and it means im not constantly repeating plotlines with people !!
i have multiple different fandoms, so crossovers are also welcomed and held in a high regard. my main fandoms are The Walking Dead and Marvel, obviously. but i am also knowledgable in Until Dawn, The Vampire Diaries / The Originals and more !! just ask !!
as for OCs, i think it goes without saying that i'm more than welcoming of OCs, comsidering this is an OC blog. HOWEVER, that doesn't mean i'm not picky. i WILL ask that you have a decent about page so i can get a jist for them. xx
shipping and smut.
i adore shipping, however, i do ask that the characters have chemistry. i'm not biased with whom i ship with, be it canon, crossover or original characters. so long as there is chemistry there.
but, im not just in it for shipping. i live for problematic ships, i live for platonic ships ( honestly, she needs friends... ), hate shIPSSSSS and sibling relationships ! honestly, i love it all.
i MIGHT just become ship exclusive with certain characters if they've made a special connection.
on a sidenote, shipping with you does not mean i’m in it for smut. smut will not be an option on this blog, not only because i’m underage, but also because it makes me rather uncomfortable. fading to black is completely fine and will happen if we get to that point. i'll pop you a message. xx
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on replies.
it is I, the turtle of the world. okay, honestly i am the sLOWEST person you will ever meet when it comes to replying to threads, but i have a lot of other blogs. ( which you can ask about if you wish. )
as well as this, i am kind of a chronic thread dropper !! i'm sorry !! usually i'll let you know, but if you haven't seen me reply to something, please do IM me to ask if i've dropped it rather than hold a grudge !! we can start something new !!
on a sidenote, i also have a lot of muses, which means that they can be tempermental and flighty. please respect if i disappear for a few days. however, i will try to be here as often as possible.
on formatting.
my threads tend to be either empty of formatting bc im lazy, or VERY format heavy.
i like to use the really small text, i triple space and i also tend to use a lot of bold, italicize, underline and strike when formatting.
i also like to use ( read, LOVE to use ) brackets like this, and also CAPITALIZE words.
i will ALWAYS use icons regardless of formatting or thread length and probably won't follow you if you don't use icons.
if ANY of this bothers you, please tell me and i will certainly be sure to limit my use of it when threading with you. ^^
about icons.
as mentioned in the previous page, i use icons all the time. they come from various sources. mainly hollow-art.
HOWEVER, despite the fact i dont make them, i do edit every icon on this blog by myself, one by one.
do not take my icons they are NOT for public use. any of the edits, other graphics and stuff posted here are also mine unless stated otherwise.
mains and exclusives.
i do exercise main and exclusivity on this blog, so if that bothers you, then you are welcome to unfollow. i won't mind.
on this note however, it is highly unlikely, but not impossible, that i will become exclusive with other twilight blogs. i like to try and give everyone a chance and limiting them isn't at all nice. i AM open to becoming mains tho.
i WILL become exclusive with characters from other fandoms and am also willing to become FC exclusive with original characters.
CURRENT ADDRESS: 200 park avenue, new york city, NY
physical
EYES: soft, almond shaped, with almost honey brown hues.
HAIR: long, layered dark brown locks that fall in delicate waves.
HEIGHT: five foot, eight inches.
WEIGHT: one-hundred and fifteen pounds.
BODY BUILD: slim, healthy, with slight muscle tone.
NOTABLE PHYSICAL TRAITS: small scars coat most of her body, from various different activities. larger ones are placed along the inside of her right forearm, her right side, just below her ribcage, one across her abdomen on the left side, one on her left shoulder which runs down her shoulder blade and one on her inner right thigh. all the larger scarring from her crash. verse dependent, she will also have an arc reactor implanted where the sternum is, to avoid any more damage to the breasts than is already necessary.
MEASUREMENTS: 33-23-33 inches
DRESS SIZE: 2 (US)
BRA SIZE: 30C
SHOE SIZE: 8 (US)
FACE CLAIM: odette annable-yustman
relationships
BIRTH ORDER: second child, youngest child, first daughter
FATHER: howard anthony walter stark ( DECEASED )
MOTHER: maria collins stark née carbonell ( DECEASED )
SIBLING(S): older brother. - anthony edward stark. ( ALIVE )
OTHER FAMILY: - aunt ( unrelated ) - margaret carter ( ALIVE ) - surrogate Father - edwin jarvis ( DECEASED )
SIGNIFICANT OTHER(S): christian bailey ( DECEASED )
PERSONALITY TYPE: the server. ( supportive & helpful. )
ENNEAGRAM: type 2. ( the helper. )
ELEMENT: air.
other
ALIVE: yes
SMOKE: no
DRINK: yes
DRUGS: previously. stopped in 1999, at 19 years of age.
Occupation: co-CEO of Stark Industries. self-employed mechanical engineer. self-employed mechanic.
mental health: tanya suffers PTSD from time to time as a result of the car accident she suffered in october of 2011. nightmares are common. current treatment is Prazosin, a prescription drug used to treat the PTSD and helps to reduce nightmares.
FEARS: tanya has a fear being alone, extending from the loss she has suffered in her life, beginning with her parents, followed by her fiance and later the miscarriage of their child. death is also a fear that looms over her, again stemming from being surrounded losing a loved one. miscarriage.
HOBBIES: shopping, car collecting, racing ( previously ).
HABITS:
- gesturing when speaking, or 'talking with her hands', is something she's done since she was a child. it has carried through and is one of her more simplistic habits.
- biting lips is something she does when she is uneasy, bored or thinking. if not her lips, she will chew on pens.
- doesn’t hand things to people [ explained ].
BIOGRAPHY
currently being rewritten for improvement !! it hasn't been renewed since beginning of 2015 and needs a good reworking. will be back soon !! for now i can give you a short and bullet pointed basic rundown.
tanya was born margaret tatiana maria stark, on february 28th, 1980. this makes her 10 years tony stark's junior, the youngest sibling and the only daughter.
her brother was and continues to be one of her main heroes, even when she was a child. she wanted to be just like him when she was younger.
this feeling of aspiration kicked in, in full effect, when a seven year old tanya watched as her brother recieved the 4th Annual M.I.T. Robot Design Award.
this point is probably one of many reasons she also went down the route of engineering, computer engineering and robotics.
she attended MIT early like her brother, at fifteen, entering their under-grad program, double major. one under their electrical engineering and computer science program, and another under their brain and cognative sciences program.
as well as attending MIT early, she also graduated early, at nineteen after continuing with a masters degree in engineering and maintaining her bachelor's in BCS.
during her time in education, she became friendly with one 'christian bailey'. he was her constant companion, even when she sped through her education. he was her equal in in every way. the two later entered a relationship, and they got engaged after graduation.
christian passed away tragically just a few months later, and to add fuel to the fire, tanya was in the early weeks of pregnancy. she hadn't told christian the news. so he died without the knowledge of his unborn son or daughter.
to make matters worse, tanya goes on to miscarry the unborn baby at just 6 weeks.
she seeks comfort in her brother after this. she also turns to tuning up cars, which helps take her mind off the losses. the last time she had suffered this much death at once had been as a child. the deceased being that of her parents.
soon the cars became an obsession, doing much more than just tuning them up, she took to completely transforming cars. upgrading them to be faster, more durable. to run better overall. and later, at 24, she turned to using them for herself.
from there, she tried racing, which she became a fan of quickly. by 27, she was considered some what of a professional racecar driver. it wasn't something a younger her would have expected.
the next bombshell to strike the younger stark is her brother's disappearance in Afghanistan, during may of 2010. for three months, she suffers false grieving, believing him to be dead.
his return 3 months later was relieving, but still a shock to her own system. she attempts to undo all the coping she's done, assisting her brother as he tries to come to terms with what had happened during his kidnapping.
( a have a bunch more shit to write about IM1 but im too lazy to. )
she continued her racing career after the events of IM one, but suffered an almost life threatening crash on october 2nd of 2011. she had to be removed from her car, which was essentially demolished.
she untimately suffered from the demolished car's metal embedding itself in both small and larger shards dangerously close to her lungs and heart. the larger shards were removed, but shock and bloodloss already undergone meant that operating and fishing around for small pieces of metal just yet could kill her.
tony stark essentially saved his younger sister's life that day, an electromagnet was used to prevent the fragments from shifting around and puncturing her organs. that is how Tanya acquired her Arc Reactor.
( more to be written obviously but im much too lazy to write that out just yet. )
P.S. i lied about this being short.
BIOGRAPHY
BASICS
EARLY LIFE
ALMOST MOTHER
CRASHTEST DUMMY
A POTENTIONAL HERO
BASICS
EARLY LIFE
maria stark's long line of miscarriages meant that tony stark was the result of hard work and determination, but when the woman fell pregnant nine years later, she feared the worst. however, a little girl, margaret tatiana maria stark was born a healthy, albeit premature baby, at 35 weeks and 5 days.
her older brother might have been hard work and determination, but she was a miracle.
ALMOST MOTHER
tba !!
CRASHTEST DUMMY
tba !!
A POTENTIAL HERO
tba !!
VERSES
tag: ♛ ¦ ❝ ᵖʳᶦᵐᵃᵈᵒᶰᶰᵃ ᵍᶦʳᶫ⋅ ❞ ⋮ ( main. 001. )
basically, this verse is my main and priority verse. almost anything that's canon goes here. if it follows her biography and the events of the MCU, then it will most likely end up under this tag.
my preferred arc is post-AOU, and i have seen civil war, so that's a possibility with certain muses if plotted.
more tba !!
VERSES
Main MCU Verse
TVD / TO verse
MAIN
tag: ♛ ¦ ❝ ᵖʳᶦᵐᵃᵈᵒᶰᶰᵃ ᵍᶦʳᶫ⋅ ❞ ⋮ ( main. 001. )
basically, this verse is my main and priority verse. almost anything that's canon goes here. if it follows her biography and the events of the MCU, then it will most likely end up under this tag.
my preferred arc is post-AOU, and i have seen civil war, so that's a possibility with certain muses if plotted.
TVD / TO
tag:♛ ¦ ❝ ˢʰᵒʷ ᵐᵉ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵗᵉᵉᵗʰ⋅ ❞ ⋮ ( TVD & TO. )
may, 2010 marked the date of anthony edward stark's disappearance in afghanistan, and yet tanya stark was determinded to wait it out. "he isn't dead" she insisted. "he'll be back soon". but days turned to weeks, and weeks turned to months, and soon a year had passed and tanya was beginning to accept the idea that her brother wasn't coming back.
she began slipping into depression. her behavior became more reckless, drinking more and partying. still she kept up with her racing, and when she crashes her car on october of 2011, with no one and nothing else to live for, she's ready for death.
when she looking up, she can see her brother, and she's assumed he's come to take her to the other side, and a smile graces her lips. heaven or hell, she'll have him again.
at least, that was her thoughts, until she feels his wrist pressed against her lips, and blood meets her tongue, strange and almost metallic in taste. his voice comes through, muffled as he urges her to drink it. and even despite the strange request, she does it anyway.
within minutes, her last fleeting breathe escapes her lungs, that was, until she wakes hours later, her supposedly dead brother by her side. taking her out on the streets, he encourages her to kill and feed on her first human.
they find a pimp, and one of his employees while lurking in hunts point, in the South Bronx of New York City. they take both, her brother taking the larger male as she takes the scantily clad young woman, her first taste of human blood completing her transition as a vampire.
with both stark's seemingly disappeared and deceased, their new status as undead vampires making it impossible for them to return to their old lives, the fate of stark industries falls to the hands of obadiah stane.
and so began the vampire life of tanya stark, alongside her brother, tony stark.
